I need advice on a girl?

Ive liked this girl even before i met her, i finally got the courage to ask her out, we went on a few dates. but then she started dating another guy. We stopped talking for a while, then they broke up and as soon as this happened we started talking and hanging out a lot together again. We finally told eachother that we still had feelings for eachother again, but she didnt want to do anything until summer


. When summer came we barely ever hung out, when we did it was great but it didnt happen very often. eventually i got fed up with it and i ended up getting really drunk and hooking up with another girl and told her off and told her that it was her fault that nothing was working(which it was) and we stopped talking for about a month, until i found out she was away for the last part of the summer, i texted her one night telling her how it was so long since we spoke. and she ended up calling me that night and we ahd a long talk about everything and caught up. she called me almost every night she was there and we talked for hours and hours every night. I still had feelings for her so when she came home, we both ended up going to a party together , and i got drunk and ended up telling her i wanted her back, but she said it just doesnt work out and she just wants to be friends, so i told her off again and she got really upset and we stopped talking for the first few weeks of school, until one day i told her that i was really sorry for what i said and that we can be friends again, and she said that was fine, but just friends. and i was fine with that( at the time), now i just realize how much i really miss her( we didnt actually go out , but we were sort of a couple if you know what i mean . not really dating but we were sort of) anyways she texts me all the time still, and flirst with me and stuff, she calls me everytime she gets really drunk just to talk. She is one of my best friends and i'd do anything for her. i just want her to realize that i care so much about her and i didnt tell her before but im in love with her. i dont know what to do because i get so upset thinking about everything that has happened.





anyways i know this is confusing but i just wanted to let you know the whole story behind it. so if you have any advice, shoot because im open for anything. thanks.I need advice on a girl?
It sounds like you need to move on. She just uses you when she's bored. Get over her and find someone else. Sorry. I don't think she really likes you more than a friend.